haiz...16th march marks d end of my 11mths of fwenshp with gerl.It hurts alot to see all of wat we had built goes down da drain.Its like i dun even noe her animore.It was me who said da words and im regretting it right now.When i looked back to the happy times we spent together,tears rolled down my cheeks.We had lotsa fun putting up da noticeboard at my former werkplace and even da time spent at her house doing nothing but crapping all dae long was da happiest time of my life.I just cant imagine life without our fwenshp.Its like i've lost apart of me dat i cherished most.I miss her ALOT!!!!Her crazy antics,her funny lame jokes in short i miss da time we spent together.Not forgetting during da fasting month where he had fun breaking fast together at my former werkplace.Gerl,her sis(fat),my sis(shawty)and myself.I miss da good 'ol daes.Every morning i woke up wondering if what i did was right and going to bed was hard cuz it seems to me dat im all alone.I have had her as my bestfriend twice in this life of mine.Im lucky and now i want her in this life for da 3rd time...i dun think i need to think twice cos i cant bear to lose da friend whom i looked upon as apart of me.Dey say "once bitten,twice shy" but i dunt tink i give a damn abt it.Its hard not having her arnd to tell me dats everything's alright,its hard not having her arnd to share my probs with...it's just so hard not having her arnd and noeing dat we're no longer friends...I cant live with dat kinda fact...im so confused right now!!!!

~Bk's out~
19th Mac '05
20:47 hrs

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Saturday, March 19, 2005