Haiz..im going out of my mind these daes...what's with da werk thingy and dat one hell of a BESTFRIEND i had!!!!!!!!!!GOD!!!!!!Just when is enough gon' be enough...one thing after another...when is it gonna end...?????Haiz!!!I can onlie blame myself i think...i was so DAMN FUCKING STUPID to even trust her with it...Fuck man!!!!!im so damned angry right now that all dat is coming out is FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!I've had ENOUGH!!!Thid fucking thing gotta end right now!!!!!!!!!I'ma put a big fat FULLSTOP to everything...Call me a bitch or whatever cos right now i dont care...d onlie thing i need to do to be okay is put a stop to this...and im gonna make my move...i trusted u too many times...and time and time again u betrayed da trust...i aint gon' trust u no more...if u think by avoiding me u can get away with what u've done to put me in da lurch,u're FUCKING WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!Cos im not gon' sit down and do nothing...u made me do this aite...U MADE ME DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MARK MY WORDS...THIS THING U STARTED AINT OVER YET UNTIL I SAID IT IS OVER...!!!!!!WAKE UP GERL!!!!!DON'T WAIT TILL DA WATER RUNS DRY...U MIGHT WATCH YOUR WHOLE LIFE PASS U BY..U'LL MAKE DA BIGGEST MISTAKE OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~BK's out~
15th Feb '05
19:25hrs

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

oritey pple...its been decades since i last post ani entries...hahhaha...so im back from my Kuala Lumpur trip...and things just get busier den before...my ttrip was great...a long overdue holidae...but i was sick like da whole trip...we went by coach and we reach Putrajaya(da business centre) at arnd 4 in da morning and stayed there until arnd 7.30...so we had plenty of times for photo-taking,rest,wander abt and did or mornig prayer at da Putra mosque...and da mosque was astounding...i was gobsmacked by da magnificient infrastructure...aft dat,we went to have breakfast at Precint 8 or sumting like dat...and dats where i got kinda sick...da food i think...im not used to it i guess...hahahaha...we got back on da coach at 9.30 am and headed for Sunway Lagoon...it was scorching hot and i was so dehydrated...swimming in da pool certainly doesnt help..i was sweating like hell..but it was such a blast...lotsa and lotsa fun dere...by da time we headed for lunch,i was so damn worn out that i cld doze off anytime...hahaha...thank god our next stop is da hotel...once i hit da bed,i didnt woke up until da next morning(im not exxagerating)...don't believe me...ask my sis...hahaha...i was sick and my whole body was aching...so when i got da chance to sleep why not sleep..hahaha...

Da next dae was great too...our first stop was da 17th floor of our hotel...for breakfast u see...hahhaa..da food was okae...a normal breakfast...i had nothing but a lot ot hotdogs...no appetite...den we head for da CoCoa chocolate factory..bought lotsa choc dere...(me not gonna write in detail aite...time's running out)and den we went to Suria KLCC for more shopping and then to Berjaya Time Square for another round of shoping and after all dat shopping,we finally head back to singapore...we reach singapore early...and 9.30 pm...and i went to sleep as soon as my head touch da pillow...hahaha...me gonna post da pixies once developed aite...so hang on...hehehe

So damn happie dat me gotta talk to Tash todae and told her my probs...Im just so thnkful dat i gotta knoe someone as WONDERFUL as HER!!!!!!!!! Me gon update when i have da time in da world aite..

~BK's out~
12th Feb '05
13:03 hrs

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Saturday, February 12, 2005

haiz...noe sumting my werkplace had been shut down and im being told at da very last minute by da management ystdae night...i had to forced a brave smile...fuck it man..now im fucking JOBLESS!!!!!! I need a job sooner or even NOW!!!!!!! Another problem is being add to the burdens dat im facing right now...i suddenly felt like shit!!!!!!!!!!!!Luckily im going wae to Kuala Lumpur nxt week...da break is long overdue...!!!!!!!!

Went out with yanis todae...had so much fun with her...i've not been seeing her for almost 2 months now...both of us are stressed so i asked her out to town...reached there at abt 11.30 am..which is freaking early...and we just walked arnd and make silly jokes and have fun...i talked to her abt why im feeling kinda stressed out and she told me hers...finding solace in each other...hahaha...aft we went to town,we went to Bugis...did some window shopping and i got my eyes on this shades...but i gotta wait until Peter gave me my pay...haiz...i was so famished dat i took yanis to this eating place that my kuzz introduced to me...da food was awesome as owaes...YUMMY YUM...aft dat,i gotta head home cos my sis forgot to bring her house key and nobody's home...so i brought yanis along...so im stil with her now...shes actuallie beside me...hahaha

Haiz...kinda miss my werkplace...SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Had so much memories dere...just find it hard to believe...i guess it'll gon' be a distant memory...haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!

To tasha,sundae or mondae is great...i cant wait to talk to u but i got no pc at home cos mine is spoilt so i gotta go to a cybercafe...but dun worry i will be online...i've been waiting to talk to u...so reallie hope i can do dat this sundae or mondae...if u're reading this,just tag me so i noe whether u're in or not aite...take care girl...looking forward to talking to u...missh u...

~BK's out~
1st Feb '05
18:17 hrs

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Tuesday, February 01, 2005