u noe wat,i've alreadi figured out da reason why my fwenshp with gerl is strained...da problem is me!!!Im da one who is to blame...Im actuallie turning my back on her instead of helping her with whatever shes facing right now...if i was dere helpinh her all along with it,things wldnt turned out this wae...and tell ya sumthing,she forgave me and said that whatever it is,i m still her bezfren...isnt dat so sweet of her...she also said dat she felt like she had lost me to sumone else and dat i wasnt dere beside her animore...gosh...so i said im sorrie and promise to be dere 4 her owaes even if she dunt want me 2...im so glad dat i took a chance and ask for her forgiveness coz i cannot live another dae in guilt n knowing dat it was not her fault to start with...im also glad dat i've found mysef back...to tell ya da truth i tink it was me who changed...i was being so indifferent towards her and sumhow giving her da cold shoulder but i never once did tried to hurt her with my actions...but i guess she was hurt by it one wae or another...OMG...can u imagine how happy i was to know dat we're still da best of frens...i had her as my bezfren twice and this is da 3rd tym..and DA LAST...hahaha...hope its 3rd tym lucky and dat we dunt have to face what we had before this...its terrible,exhausting and it does nothing to make our frenshp stronger instead it hurts us alot...i thank god for da blessing he gave to me and shedding his grace on me...n thank god for sending me a friend for lyfe...hehehe...im so happy dat im grinning from ear to ear as im typing this entry...everything is settled and im not gon look back..im gon look straight ahead of what's instored for me...muahahhaa...i guess im gon stop here for this entry..cos no werds are cuming out...IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~BK's out~
21st Mac '05
16:02 hrs

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Monday, March 21, 2005