Time realli flies...2moro is da start of a new month...Da month for lovers to unite...hahaha...whatever it is aite...so it's been 2 daes i've not updating...reason:aint got da mood!!!!!Been doing alot of thinking but i dunnoe what i think about...i've just been thinking...Haiz...im going out of my mine thinking...and sighing have been a great companion of mine...think abt this,i sighed...think abt dat i also sighed...HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!and sighing have never been this bad...haiz...a long sigh never release da uneasy in me..wanna scream out loud but i cant cos it just doesnt come out...HAIZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!and screaming gon hurt my throat...i wanna let it out but to who...Gerl?Yanis?Sara?Sofia?Tash?da first option is definitely OUT cos shes part of that...da 2nd one is also OUT cos she got her own sets of probs..da 3rd and 4th is a maybe but dun wanna disturb them...maybe me gon tell tash but how..???Da tym diff between her place and spore is too huge a diff...maybe i'll tell Jono abt it..hes just a beautiful stranger dat i gotta noe...maybe tash and him cld help..i rather da person helping me doesnt noe me cos it'll be alot easier opening up to them...'nuff abt dat..

So i'll be going off to Kuala Lumpur nxt tuesdae and will be back on fridae morning...reallie need da break and put my mind off things...gon do some retail therapy...shopping...hahaha...it proves wonders...hahahaha...its all abt me,myself and i aite...so u guys can take a step back cos i had enuff of putting u guys first...sape mkn chilli dier lah rase pdas...jadi kalo sape2 yg bacer terase mcm saye bobal pasal awk...jgn marah...its a fact...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To kak yana: maybe what happen is a blessing in disguise...maybe didi is da one for u but till then all i cld wish u is everlasting happiness...cos nobody knew how long a loving flame cld burn...

~BK's out~
31st Jan '05
19:48 hrs

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Monday, January 31, 2005