me dunnoe what im feeling right now...Happy or Sleepy????!!!!!!!

Got a shocked last night when my fone rang out of da blue...hahaha...i didnt expect a call or a text u c...but surprised,surprised...i got a msg from my angel...hahaha...dat was gerl aite...i was so HAPPY dat i can actuallie felt my lips stretching from ear to ear...hahaha...i was like reading da msg over and over agian to make its from her u c...she got a new number u c and i just wanna make sure dat its reallie my angel...hahaha...god im so fucking happie she smsed me...hahahaha...Asked her why shes been ignoring me for da past few daes and she said dat was d only wae of being alone for da tym being...and so i asked her does being alone help in solving watever issues she had and she asked me to stop talking abt it cos she hate da thot of going thru' it all da pain alone...pity her aite...and she said dat she had made up her mind abt sumthing(she noes it,i knew it,da public dunnoe abt it)hahaha...da decision is unexpected but i wish her all da best for her future...she noes herself best...i can onlie advice but da rest is all up to her rite...if she tinks her decision is da best den da best it is...im a lil' bit insecure tho' bout dat but as long as my bestfriend is happy den me too will be happie...m i a good friend or M I A GOOD FRIEND????!!!!wakakakaka...i not trynna blow my own trumpet here aite...sumtimes i,myself dunnoe if im a good friend or wat...hahaha!!!!!!!!!its up to my friends to tell me whether ive been a good friend to them or a bad influence to them...hahaha...whatever it is im happie and blessed dat i have da best set of friends...life w/o them will be so empty...-Awww- dats so suiit of me rite...hahahaha...aniwae back to my entry abt dat text from gerl aite...rite and then she told me dat she gon' put aside some of her free tym for me...im so honoured but then how is she gon' do dat when shes werking like practically almost everydae...hahaha...its been like ages since i last saw her...miss her so much...

Feel so sleepy rite now cause i woke early this morn to meet my mother,lil' bro and grandma for breakfast together with my aunt whose place has been my second home...everything is so peaceful there...if i wanted to retreat for a short break i dun have to go far...just sleepover at her place and i'll be rejuvenated in a week time...hahaha...omg...da song im listening to right now make me wanna cry...its a song from babyface...called loneliness...make me feel kinda lonely all of a sudden...*sobs sobs*...haiz...i miss my sec sch friends alot man...we've been thru' da thick and thin together for 5 years and we finally overcome da biggest obstacle together...my class is very united for those who didnt noe...ALL FOR ONE...ONE FOR ALL!!!!!Viva la 5B2!!!haiz how i miss da school daes...miss my teachers,and miss da canteen food...da canteen grandma...da benches i've sat on...miss da morning assembly...miss everything abt school...and friends played a big part of my life in school...they're wat makes me look forward to going to school..i mish school so much...

Hmm...i feel like going out this Saturdae but then i cant cos i got some packing to do u c cos im moving this coming march aft da renovation is all complete...february will be a busy month for us cause deres so much to do...-DUH-

I feel like grabbing a bite rite now...so i gotta go now...take care...mmuackzs

~BK's out~
19th Jan '05
13:27 hrs

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005