haiz...im so down dat i reallie dunno wat else to do...i feel so terrible,im extremely frustrated and my mind is in turmoil...Im just so sick and tired of EVERYTHING!!!I wanna let go of everything but deres sumthing dats holding me back...!!!Im going out of my head trynna deal with all these shit...HAIZ!!!Im at da darkest point of my life and i got no where to turn to xcept pouring out my every woes here...*sobs sobs*...

When is everything gonna be fine...???Is dat dae ever gonna come...???Are we still da best of friends...???Are u still dere...???Questions keep running thru my mind...so many questions,too little answers...if only i see it coming..but then again i did see it coming..i was being ignorant i guess..."IGNORANCE IS BLISS"...should i hate myself for what's happening right now cause im not in it alone...i only have myself to blame i guess...cause if i put da blame on others den im being unfair...!!!WHAT AM I TO DO???????

~BK's out~
12:38hrs
28th Dec '04

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Tuesday, December 28, 2004