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Monday, October 31, 2005

hey peeps...im back again after missing for quite sumtym..hahaha...just been busy with school and stuffs u see..well i started skewl on 20 Jun 2005...we have a 3 dae orientation period but i was on MC for da whole of it...i was so damn sick...i was down with viral infections(whut da hell was dat???)aniwae...made some awesome friends...they are Eera,Aimi,Jun,Ana and da Gang and Alvin...They're a freaky bunchies...had lotsa fun when im arnd them...Life is alwaes a better place to be in when u're around pple dat dont judge u...niwae im missing my bezfren alot!!!!!!!!Didnt see her for quite sometym now...both are so busy and peroccupied..hahaha...abt me and my so-called godsis,i tink its over...im too disappointed in her to continue watever friendship we had left between us....i gotta stop now 'cuz its tym fa me to head home...me so tired these daes...write in sum other tym aite...love y'all out there!!!!!!*mwahs~

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

Ruffedge-Bila Rindu

Di keheningan malam
Termenung ku berseorang
Tak lena mata dipejam
Terdengar suara terngiang
Suara merdu yang di sayang
Bagai kau didepan mata
Ku capai tapi tak kenal
Sukarnya memendam rasa
Ingin kuluahkan kata

Bila rindu terkenangmu sayang terasa sayu
Syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam
Jauh terbang diriku melayang
Aku rindu sentuhanmu kurasa sayu
Inginkan jiwamu selubungi jiwa ini bawaku dalam pelangi
Melepasi segala hati ini

Jauh angan kulena kurasa kita bersama kau bawaku ke sana
Ke alam kisah yang lama kenangan di dalam jiwa
Bila tersedar semula di sisiku kau tiada
Sukarnya kupendam rasa ingin kuluahkan semua
[repeat c/o]

Sesungguhnya kita mestilah
Wujudkan sefahaman dan hormatmu
Hormati ikhlas kasih
Makin tak ada bertemu semula

Awan yang mencas semesta
Menyampaikan pesan kesunyian kanda sendiri
Kesepian yang menyelubungi hari-hariku
Disajikan doa-doaku kerana rindu
Yang menanti kau datang dan pergi seperti mimpi-mimpiku, fantasiku
Bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran
Di sisi cuping, di setiap corong, lorong yang lohong
Benar! Ku tak bohong bila hati menyanyi

Bila rindu terkenangmu sayang terasa sayu
Syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam
Aku merindu sentuhanmu kurasa sayu
Inginkan jiwa selubungi jiwa ini bawaku dalam pelangi
Melepasi batas
Oh bila rindu terkenangmu sayangku terasa sayu
Syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam
Jauh terbang diriku melayang
Aku rindu sentuhanmu kurasa sayu
(Kurindukan sentuhanmu)
Inginkan jiwamu selubungi jiwa ini bawa ku dalam pelangi
Melepasi batas diri ini

~BK's out~
15:15 hrs
22nd Apr '05

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Friday, April 22, 2005

Went out to East COast park ystdae with sara,sofia and nana...had lotsa fun with them...nana and sara was soaking up da sun while me and sop just laze arnd...we had lotsa food dat some are left uneaten...hahaha...its been a long time since da 4 of us hang out 2gether...so ystdae was a rare one..hahaha...gotta cherished every minute of it...niwae i havent update for sum tym now...just been bz...

Went ova to gerl's hse on fridae night and just chill arnd with her and catch up on those lost time...she looked thin actually...not chubby nimore...coz shes not been eating for 2 daes...and u can actuallie see dat shes worn out..niwae had 1 hell of a tym with her...we joked arnd like we used to do and gosh i miss her so much...she tried her best to keep her eyes open but i guess she surrender cause when we were watching da tv,she snoozed off...hahaha...woke her up when i wanted to go home...her parents were pretty much aware of da BIG crisis we had weeks b4 and they tried not to interfere...so im pretty comfortable...

On sat,yana slept over at my crib alone...she put aside her other plans and stucked with me...iys not dat im in some kind of probs...it was her with da probs...hahaha...so we chatted and watch tv until arnd 2-3 sumting then help my mum prepare her nasi sambal goreng and my eyes were so damn tired but she refused to lemme sleep...she said if i wanna make her sleep i gotta let her listen to my discman so i let her do just dat and 5 mins later im off to my dreamland...da next morning she said shes tired...hahaha...see want to stayed up somemore...PEGIDA!!

niwae heres a poem for y'all to ponder abt...hahaha

All The Small Things

sometimes in life,we seem to slow our pace
and in our hearts,we're left with an empty space
we only think of the loneliness and pain
then someone came along and said there's no need to explain

you called them your bestfriend
'coz in them you'll find and on them u depend
even if youo don't say what you're thinking inside
just talking is better than trying to hide

i'ver found someone that puts a smile on my face
and let me tell you,she have filled that empty space
so to that someone i'm talking about
i want you to know the small things do count

when i talk to you i feel everything's okay
to you i owe a debt i could never repay
so when you forget about the lives you touch
think of me for it is you i owe so much

i hate to think without you what my life would be
so when you have trouble,you may lean on me
and i guess all i'm really trying to say
is thanks,for its the small things that have made my day

~BK's out~
13th Apr '05
15:53 hrs

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Still

I still wanna hold your hand
Even if u push me away
I still want you as my man
Even when you're old and grey

I'll still be the one who holds you tight
and puts you to sleep
I'll still sing to you our song every night
'Coz im all yours to keep

I'll still hold you dear to me
If fate ever separates us one day
I still wanna be the one u need
And i don't care whatever they wanna say

I'll still look at you like when we first met
'Coz you're the only one in my heart
I'll still love you even if you need to be fed
'Coz nothing in this world can tear us apart

~BK's out~
16:22 hrs

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Almost Here

I'm sitting here trynna figure out
What this is all about
Thought you'd be the one to ease my fear
But too bad you're only almost here

Told me that u needed me
Couldn't even breathe without me
That i'm the one you love so dear
But then again you're the one that's almost here

I'm totally out of my element
Trynna put an end to this torment
Putting words together for you to hear
But you're only almost here

I guess i gotta pack my bags
And there's no way i'm looking back
But one thing,i gotta make it clear
That i'm not the one that's almost here

~BK's out~
16:16 hrs

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Live Twice

If only i could live twice,
I'll do anything to sacrifice
To have you in my arms again
And make you lost in my embrace

If only i could live twice,
I wouldn't play my life off with a dice
'coz i'll never know what will happen
And whether or not i'll be forgiven

If only i could live twice,
I wouldn't watch my life pass me by
I wanna wake up every morning beside you
Knowing that all my dreams had came true

If only i could live twice,
I wouldn't wanna start all those fights
I can't bear to hurt you anymore
'Coz you're the one that i adore

~BK's out~
16:10 hrs

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

The Day I...

The day i lost my way,
Was the day you went astray.
Never thought it'll hurt so bad
'Coz you're the best i've ever had

The day i lie awake,
Was the day i couldn't take
All the pain you was causing me
And how i longed to be free

The day i made up my mind,
Was the day i drew a line
A fine clear line between love and hate
To let go of my so-called soulmate

And so the day i let u go,
Was the day i came to know
That it was all over between you and me
And that i was finally free

~BK's out~
16:05 hrs

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Fate & Destiny

Ever wonder why we're friends?
I wonder if what we had was by chance.
Two people unknown to each other,
Grew closer as the days got further.

Is this what they call FATE?
'Coz i don't think its all too late,
To come up to you
And said i've found a friend so true

Will you be there for me to lean on?
Or will you forever be gone?
Will i be there in times of need
And be the one who puts you to sleep?

If what we had is DESTINY,
Then i hope it'll last for eternity.
'Coz there can never be another
As long as we're in it together

~BK's out~
15:59 hrs

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Gosh...i think im suffering from insomnia...Ugh...i've been sleeping late lately...and when i sae late i mean REALLY LATE!!!!!!!!!!!Its like i was up awake until 5 or 6 sumthing...i gotta force myself to go sleep...then i gotta wake up at 10am coz my lil' devilish bro is up...if not he'll pester me like crazy...deres no wae i can get back to sleep with him making so much din...my body is in so much pain right now...god!im aching all over...i reallie reallie need a good massage and a whole 24 hour sleep...with no disturbance of whatsoever...besides all dat pain...im missing my fwens...all of dem...kak yana,mai,sara,nana,sofia n of coz sapiyah@gerl...muahahaha...reallie miss dem ALOT!!!!!

Went out with sara and sofia 2 jrg point a couple daes back...sara was nursing a fever but shes still as lame as ever and loves to joke arnd...and shes a lil chubby now...hahaha...love is in d air for her i guess...hahaha...talking abt being chubby,gerl is getting chubbier but one thing is for sure...she nowhere near being in love...muahahaha...in her case,it must have been all the foods shes been gorging herself with at werk...hahahaha...god im falling asleep man...wheres da sleeping pill when i need them...did i mention pill???im so afraid of taking pills..hehehe...a BIG girl with a pretty small heart...hahahaha....niwae when i was up all night trynna get to sleep,i came up with a few poems of my own...its pretty fun ya know...playing arnd with words...english has never been so much FUN!!!!!me gonna showcase all of them here...so read up...heheheh..and tell me wat u think of it aite...ciao

~BK's out~
5th Mac '05
15:44 hrs

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

hey pple...its been quite sumtym since i last update my bloggie...well,im not exactly MIA aite...its just dat i've been out and about dese few daes...its kinda bored sitting at home doing nothing so me get up on my feet and grab my bag and fone and 5 mins later im somewhere out there...Sometimes i went to my cuzz's crib and just chilled dere,playing with my niece and nephew until i tink its tym i went home...if im not dere,im at da library reading up books...and if im just too tired to go out,im in my room lazing arnd all dae reading my books...listening to my discman while da radio is on and then for all i noe,im in slumberland...hahahaha...and i just gotta noe from gerl dat her grandad just passed awae...god bless his soul aite...and to u my dear gerl,take it easy aite...everything's gon' be alrite...u gotta be strong and accept it aite...it may be sudden but im sure u did see it coming...u noe somehow i think it teaches us a lesson when someone suddenly left us for the netherworld...it teaches us not to take anione for granted cos u'll never noe when dat person might left u...and when u realised how much dat person means to u,i'll be too late to have dat person back...so y'all out there,cherish and love da person/pple close 2 u with all your heart...like dey alwaes sae...U DONT MISS YOUR WATER TILL DA WELL RUNS DRY...

Niwae 'nuff of dat aite...hahaha...it sound so cliche...hahaha...so on da 24th MAc '05,me went out with two of my homies...Nana and Sofia...had a ball of a tym..we went to bishan to get my transfer application done and den headed to Delifrance @ Woodlands for lunch and den we when to West Coast PArk for some fun...we decided to go to eact coast but Nana wanna climbed up d pyramid at West Coast park so we went there...had lotsa fun playing in da sun...then sofia started to get a lil' 2 excited and suffered chest pains...luckily its not dat serious...so all of us settle down for awhile to enable sofia to relax...its da peak hours when we decided to head for home...so da bus was so packed like a tin of sardines...luckily our stop was just a few bus stop awae from where we boarded da bus...we alighted at the interchange and nana went back home(she lives near there)while sofia and me gotta wait for another bus to sorta take us home...i reached home at arnd 7.30-8 p.m. and surprise surprise my aunt,cuzzs and my niece and nephew were there...dey were having a karaoke session so can u imagine da torture i had to go thru listening to them...hahaha...if u asked me,i rather go out again and came back only when dey had stop singing...hahahahahhahahahahaha....im joking aite...its nice to hang out with your family...it is alwaes a pleasure having little monsters around to keep your mind off certain things...hahahaha...so dere u have it d updates of what's been going on in my life...hahahaha...

~BK's out~
28th Mac '05
15:29 hrs

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Monday, March 28, 2005

these past few daes,i've been doodling non-stop...n im sorta enjoying it...it kinda took my mind off things...help me be more creative...hahahaha...and doodling is d onlie thing to keep me sane when i cldnt get to sleep at night...im not suffering from insomnia aite..i dunnoe these few daes falling asleep had been some kind of difficulty for me..aniwaes i got my posting result todae and im posted to Bishan ITE...but im asking for a transfer to Simei ITE...me like da environment there and sara and sofia is dere too...so me got company...hahaha...me dunnie wat else to write in cos my mind is totallie blank...im so freaking bored rite now...hmm...me guess me gon end this now...ciao

~BK's out~
22nd Mac '05
15:49 hrs

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005